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Writing about other peoples’ lives

Posted by Ann Evans in Being a writer, writing a memoir, writing about other people, Writing your story | 1 comments

In Daring to Date Again, I write about my own life and other peoples’ lives, thus running into legal or moral issues about what to include in the story. The book is about what happened when I started to date at sixty, and I met most of the men involved through dating sites, so there were hundreds of emails. After exchanging emails, I met some of the men, but most of them I never met in person. I am forever entitled to write about my own experiences, but those men wrote about the regrets and problems of present or past relationships, details about their lives that they would not like others to know about, and in some cases, the very fact that we were in touch would have been compromising. I had to proceed on the premise that a lot of people might read the book; writing with the idea that "nobody will ever read it" would have been crippling. After publication, after a lawsuit has been filed, it’s too late to retract. One of the men I wrote about is a lawyer who treasures his privacy so much that he avoided even writing emails. I took particular care to change all the details about him – what he looked like, where he worked and came from, and so on. On the other hand, some recent memoirs have been discredited because they were partly fiction, so for protection I have an overflowing carton containing printouts of hundreds of emails supporting the authenticity of the facts and people discussed in the book. Since this is the twenty-first century, there was not a single physical letter in an envelope. I couldn't use long excerpts from emails without the writer’s permission, even if I didn’t use the sender’s real name, or if he had died. It was so tempting – the emails gave a whiff of the personality of the sender that was better shown than told about. Emails can be anonymous for as long as the sender wishes.  There is no postmark. I didn’t know where my correspondents lived or even if I had their real names. Many used only their first name. Sometimes we only shared a single email. I sent a waiver to the policeman who was my first relationship in twelve years. We had kept in touch by phone even after we both married other people. He said sure he would sign it, but he never did, then apologized for not doing it. I used short quotes from the emails I needed for the story, which is acceptable. In order to use one of my favorite poems, The World Seen By Moonlight, by Jane Hirshfield. I wrote the publisher asking for a waiver. Hirshfield herself responded, saying how delighted she was that I wanted to use more than just a snippet. The publisher sent me a waiver form and wrote that I would have to wait a month or so for a response. They would let me know the cost involved. I used a snippet. With regret. I received a waiver from the daughter of the author of the poem used as an introduction. Some men had lied or behaved badly, and I would have relished using their real names, though the guy from Texas was such an asshole that I doubt his neighbors and family need my book to realize that. The man who said he and his wife had decided to have an open marriage when she had said no such thing will have to find his own hell (which, according to him, was his marriage). People ask me how I found the courage to sally out into the world as I did. They wouldn’t suspect how cowed I was by my own mother. I might not have written it if she had been alive, though I accepted that my children would read it at some point, and the happy ending to the story, my husband Terry, has read it. The book is not as salacious as lots of other books, and those authors have children. They also have mothers, but oh well. In the end, a writer’s obstacles are more within her than in the law or even the rules of civilized behavior. Here’s Annie Dillard’s advice: One of the few things I know about writing is this: Spend it all, shoot it, play it, lose it, all, right away, every time. Don’t hoard what seems good for a later place in the book, or for another book; give it, give it all, give it now. The very impulse to save something good for a better place later is the signal to spend it now. Something more will arise for later, something better. These things fill from behind, from beneath, like well water. Similarly, the impulse to keep to yourself what you have learned is not only shameful; it is destructive. Anything you do not give freely and abundantly becomes lost to you. You open your safe and find ashes.    

Lisa Romeo Writes

Posted by Ann Evans in Being a writer, publishing a book, The business of writing, writing a memoir | 0 comments

When I was facing some stubborn obstacles writing my book, Lisa Romeo coached me through them and made me a stronger, more skilled writer.  She teaches and coaches other writers as well, and writes delightful, touching essays herself.  When she invited me to write a guest post on her blog, Lisa Romeo Writes, which gives "Tips, advice, and resources on the art, craft, and business of writing and the writing life, via personal experience, author interviews, guest bloggers, link round-ups, and more." I skimmed off some of the best advice I had given my freshman students at Montclair State University, and wrote a flimsy post which was not meaty enough for her robust readers, most of whom are writers themselves.  So I wrote about the unexpected and unintended consequences of getting published, and that post appears here:  http://lisaromeo.blogspot.com/2015/04/guest-blogger-ann-evans-on-knowing-how.html. I think it has information that writers, and readers, might find interesting. Check out Lisa's blog, and maybe you could share some of your own publishing experiences there.

What happens after publication?

Posted by Ann Evans in Being a writer, publishing a book, The business of writing, writing a memoir, Writing your story | 2 comments

After publication, an author enters into a satellite world with a new set of concerns and projects. It is an unwelcome diversion from the devotion of writing, but in order to be a professional author, you have to encourage the sale of your books. So you can write another one. When I was wallowing in innocence, I took seriously the advice from those “10 Ways to Sell A Million Books” articles. From this vantage point, five months after the release date of my book, most of those articles are looking ridiculous, or maybe “craven” is the better word. Below are my reflections on what works and what doesn’t, but I will give you my final conclusion first. The world has not changed as much as we think it has. People buy a book because they hear good things about it from people other than the author. As my good friend, the author Joan Price puts it, “People hear about you once, twice, three times, and finally say ‘Hey, I have to get that book.’’” So if you are on seven radio shows, make a dozen bookstore appearances, and have five or six articles about you, that may be just the first few touches. The best results will always come through people telling their friends they liked the book. The most fruitful place for connection for me has been Facebook. The first thing I did was narrow down the focus of my contacts. I wanted to be sure that I really wanted to hear what each contact had to say. So now I have more contacts, but they are more interesting and productive. The author page is even further focused. I feel free to indulge in more purely literary discussions and post things of interest to bibliophiles. On Facebook I can comment on other peoples’ work and help and encourage them in their projects. I can provide information and updates, and in return can ask for information or advice myself. The Facebook community flows in two directions. Not as many salespeople try to “friend” me on Facebook as try to “follow” me on Twitter. Most Twitter “follows” are people who offer to provide a marketing service. Most “friends” on Facebook have something in common. I have dismissed the advice to “post often.” One fellow author sends me two or three notifications per week on Goodreads or elsewhere. It feels like harassment. I have subscribed to a publicist’s once-a-week posts, and they have become predictable and repetitive. They do usually have a morsel of good advice, but I have to balance the value of that morsel against the time it takes to read introductory paragraphs about her dog, her recommendations of Webinars by fabulous presenters who (I have learned, after following her leads) bore me to death before I reach the useful nugget. She is probably making a cut of what the presenter makes, so all of her recommendations ring hollow. Then, finally, I get some useful information. On the other hand, there are some people, like my fellow author N. West Moss (blog, The Writing Life) whose posts are rare and wonderful. Every time she writes, she has something to say, and says it beautifully. Amazon reviews don’t appear to have lifted sales. I have to play the Amazon game up to a point, but the game itself is smoke and mirrors. I give credit to Amazon for being one of two sources which give an author an idea of how well the book is selling. The other source is NovelRank.com, which will inform you how many books you have sold on Amazon. Amazon itself will only tell you where you rank among other authors in your category, not how many books you have sold. Ranking high in a small category means you are selling far fewer books than someone who ranks lower in a larger category. I am a few weeks away from my first royalty check. Until I receive that, I will not know how many people have wandered into book shops across the country and bought this book, or bought them on Barnes & Noble, Kobo, or sites other than Amazon. At the moment I am left ruminating upon the fact that my book is number 24 in its category on Kobo, while I am 1,034,000th among overall books on Amazon. What does that mean? One day I was 1,335,00th overall on Amazon. Then NovelRank indicated that I had sold one book, and the next day I was at 335,000th. That math is just weird. I feel more than ever that one must just do good work, follow the bread crumbs, and enjoy the journey.  

The indispensable writing group

Posted by Ann Evans in Being a writer, helping each other, living well, publishing a book, The business of writing, women, writing a memoir, Writing your story | 1 comments

Yesterday, my writing group broke up.  C. is traveling much more than before; C2. is more active in church life; P. finds more support for her poetry writing in another writing group -- she'd continue but is not left stranded; M. is disappointed at the rejection of a memoir which we had been discussing, M.'s wife, B., is happy we won't be coming to her apartment any more. She had written some witty things, but health issues have intervened, or maybe sharing her personal trials and views was too much for her.  Several years ago M2. died. That leaves me. I am writing my next book and need a writing group for support, critique, and camaraderie. Writing anything without the benefit of other sets of eyes is almost never done. Things which are familiar to you are not familiar to others, and since keeping your reader aware of what time it is, and who is where, it is critical that you pass your work around a bit so you can test whether you have given enough information to the reader. You may think you are making one point, but your readers will tell you that you are making another. A guideline suggested by Writer's Relief is that if three different people perceive that same defect in your work, or if it is rejected three times, you had better go back and do some more work. In my first efforts to find other minds to read my work, I came across two unsatisfactory kinds of reader:  1) "This should be a comma, not a semicolon," and 2) "I like it" readers. Since writing is hard work, and since finishing work by the deadline of one of our meetings is sometimes stressful, there must be a seriousness of purpose about a writing group, which suggests a certain level of experience with writing and editing. For me, somebody who "has an interesting story and has been thinking about writing a book" is not the right person. That person does not understand how difficult it is and is not committed enough to the process.  Theoretically, having someone who was only a reader but did not bring work for review would be okay, but that person has nothing on the line, so the confidentiality and the struggle does not mean the same thing to him or her. It was common in my group to bring in old work if no significant progress had been made in time for the meeting. Discussing old work is also interesting; it provides a measuring stick to compare your present work with. The issue of hosting is  a problem. We have been meeting at M. and B.'s apartment for several years because B. hasn't been getting around well since her health problems began. So M. has to rustle up some cookies, cheese, crackers, fruit, and coffee/tea for us. From time to time I felt bad about that, but, as she pointed out, "you've traveled all this way to get here. I don't have to leave home." So you can measure up the quid pro quo and decide whether to have revolving meeting places, or meet in a church or school which one of you is a member of, meet in a hospitable cafe, or share the hosting in other ways. It is, however, important that the host welcomes you. At our exit meeting yesterday, we all reflected on what we had gained from meeting all these years. When it came to B., M.'s wife, she said "It's been an.......a learning experience.  It's been...informative. Um. It's been interesting hearing you read your work and comment on it and spew out whatever else." "B., could you change the verb from 'spew' to something else?" I teased. "You know me. I say what I mean." I don't want to visit her house again. I would not feel safe expressing the sensitive intimacy of writing in a place with those vibrations bouncing off the walls. Of course you have to put up with the conditions of your meeting; the talk about the host's cats, and maybe it's a little difficult to get there. But disdain does not belong in a writing group. We know how bad first drafts are. We know how you forget to tell the reader how such and such a character (or you) felt about something that happens in the story. We know that the fact that something "actually happened" doesn't make it an affecting part of your story. We know how it feels to be rejected by agents, theatre groups, publishers, and friends. We know the risks you run being a writer -- you might grievously offend people with your truth, for example. We know we have to be gentle with each other because draft after draft a beautiful thing can be wrought from a lousy first draft. If somebody wants to snark off on something you're working on, your forward progress can be stunted, shifted, and the final product compromised. We have to let each other be. The camaraderie is important for several reasons.  Some catchup on our lives and a couple of cookies and tea is a way to ease into our work. Learning about each other's history and family problems can help with the story -- maybe you see a connection between something that happened and the point that the writer is trying to make. You can loosen up each others' brains and hearts as they go deep. A friend of C.'s was the caretaker for a dear friend dying of cancer, and for several months she didn't have the energy or time to work on her stories, but she still came to the meetings because nobody knew as much as we did about what she was going through, and it kept her writing aspirations alive. Writing groups are not only desirable; they are indispensable. Maybe you have a professional editor who can serve the same purpose, but that's only one mind. It's better to have more than one. The 2014 National Book Award winner, Phil Klay, has two and a half pages of Acknowledgments at the end of his book, Redeployment. Some of his thanks went to other authors who wrote books about war before him and informed his own writing, but most of it is people who shared the process of getting this book together. They helped him know what to leave out and what to add, how to keep the voice of the writer consistent, where he was boring or unclear, and what was funny. Nobody gets to the end of a book without a lot of help.

Life went on

Life went on again after Daring to Date Again: A Memoir ended, so I began this wide-ranging blog about life as a writer and as a woman in the early 21st century, especially as an older woman.

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